Friday, November 6, 2009, 15:14
Zettai Suki Dakara...
I cant believe it.. I still misses him so much.. I hate myself!! Why cant I control my tears?! It just continue to flow out.. Now that he's gone, I cant get him back. No matter How I shout his name, He cant hear it or even feel it!
Gosh... I Want to move on. But I just can't!! Everything remind me of him... I cried. But he couldn't hear it. I can't reach him. No matter how I shout his name, He can't hear or feel it. It miserable!! Reallyy... Tell me how to forget all about him!! I really don no.. I just keep crying for him.. Ytd agn.. Why cant I stop the damn tears of mine?! Tell how should I do? I kept crying crying and crying..
His the first guy I ever felt this way. I knew he already forgotten about me since he didnt even love me. If I hadnt come to know you, I would never felt this pain. But If I never come to meet you, I wouldnt have felt this happiness and the memories I shared with you.
My knee were numb, To think about all these time and what we had become. I wouldn't move, my hands were shaking, As my heart was breaking. While tears wans to fall down my cheek, I wouldn't speak. I hold a smile on my face, Because I know that you can't be replaced. I hold back my tears, And face my fear.
As I slowly walk toward you, still thinking about we had were so true. The laughs that we had, How did our relationship become so bad? Countless hours on the phone, And now I'm all left alone. Each steps I take, The more I feel like a fake. Can't even look at you in the eyes, Not knowing what to say hello or bye.
A few more meters until we will meet, I took a deep breath and ready to greet. We're so close, but yet we're so far, But the closer we are. The distance I feel, It seem that our fate are seal. We walk by one another, Like we didn't know each other. We were once lovers, But know we're total strangers.
You don't know this. But everytime I see you, You break my heart.
When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you. But now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.
Together we stand Well It's just you and me So baby hold on and you'll see And we'll make it through Cuz I know I can't live without you Forever Forever Forever we stand.
My hearts longs for you, My soul Dies for you, My eyes cry for you, My Empty arms reach out for you
If anyone looked into my heart, Only pieces they would see, And I know that for all time, Thats the way it going to be. For since the day we lost you, My heart was broke from pain. And I know it will stay that way, Till we're together once again.
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes its better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
Love is blind, Love is foolish.. But still, Its wonderful..
사랑은 맹목적이다. 사랑은 바보입니다. 하지만 아직도, 그것의 훌륭한 ...
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