Thursday, November 19, 2009, 20:12
I thought I already get over you, but I was wrong..
Now that I think back, It was always me. I always broke our promises. Whenever Im sad, you cheered me up. I love the way you talked to me, called me. You always make me laugh. You give me see funny video, none of the guys can compare to you.
I regretted breaking up with you.. You know I like you to call my name. You didnt like it cause you like calling me other.. But still, you called my name. I really miss you, love you. But I cant do that anymore. We're total stranger. I am really really regretted what I done to you.
I know you hate me now. But, I dont mind at all. Seriously. All I need is you. Nothing more. No guys in this world can make me feel this way like you did to me. But now, youre gone. I love the way you say butter in chinese. It really make me laugh. You said to me that you love the way I say to you, " I love you. And I really do " .
Just this few word can really make me happy. Now I cant even say already. Youre gonna get married in audi. Have a new girlfriend, forget about me.. I miss you, dear.. Every night you called me, I love your voice so much. Now that you had stopped, I really really miss... it...
But now youre gone.. If living is without you, I will face it and be strong. I had been telling myself this sentence alot times.. It didnt work.. I delteled your phone no on my phone. Its really hard, heartbreaking for me to do so.. But I had done it.
I will try to erase my memories with you.. I'll try.. Really..
Signing off..
Bye..
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