Sunday, December 27, 2009, 20:25
Its Already been two days, and yet, my tears won stop ; Watched Chipmunks ytd.
25.12.09, is the day I started crying.. Its also our 2 mnth " Break up ".. Maybe not " our " , Maybe its just me... I.. I.. Kept waiting for your calls, but you never called.. I msg you if you can msg till I sleepy, but you said " Want conference with my jie " , I couldnt understand you.. I only want to msg and talk to you, not others..
So I refused.. But you never did msg when I said I don want to conference... Then when I thought about you and your jie, I suddenly thought of something... I knew why you never call me for quite a time. Its because you had your jie, you didnt want to talk to me anymore.. I just suddenly cry.. I don no why...
I didnt want to talk to you for a while, in msn.. But I doesnt know if I could do it... I cant act this act anymore... I cant pretend to be happy, and smile. It really hurt, thats not myself.. Im pretending to be someone else...
Yesterday watched Chipmunks, didnt want to think about him.. The movie was funny. I like Theo! So cute, but got some part so sad.. Almost cried.. LOL. Haahas, then walked walked with my cousin. She bought me a top that cost more than $100 ++.. Wow... Lucky got 20% discount, cause yesterday was boxing day (:
Walk till 9 plus, reached home 10 plus.. My brother's friend came yesterday. Had fun with them.. They 1 plus go buy things to eat, then I go bedroom lo. Cant sleep, kept thinking alot of things.. Heard them came back at 3 plus, so went to the living room watched them play Xbox, WWE.
Quite fun, even though Im watching, funny. But suddenly though of something when watching them playy. Yesterday is our 2mths of breaking up.. My tears just flows out suddenly! Wonder if my cousin and my bro's friend got saw anot >_< Cause my cousin ask me to check if got msg, and my bro's friend turned his head..
Got 1 msg though, from his Gf.. So he asked me read out, quite shocked though.. Cause I thought no one like others people to read their msg, cause privacy mahh.. So I read out.. Well, my voice become soar.. Wonder if they got noticed anot.. >_< If my eye got red red anot... Haizz..
So I act act, smile smile... Hope they won get suspicious... Watched them played till 7a.m?? Then went to sleep, cant tahan le. So tired.. 4 plus woke up.. Hahahs.. Well, managed to talk to one of my bro's friend yesterday.. (:
Signing off now..
Byebyee..
Taylor Daniel Lautner... TDL Vampire.. <3
My heart are not meant to be broken... Roses are red, Violet are blue, Love never came until the day I met you... 난 당신이 필요하지만, 차라리 당신과 함께
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