Friday, July 16, 2010, 14:28
Dont know why..
This week was hard. Till now, I still cant forget you, I keep staring at you. Like some kind of idiot. But I dont mind, I just want to see you thats all. I guess you will think Im irritating, annoying, but Im trying to stop. We didnt have a clean break, and you didnt tell me why. How am I suppose to do? Kept in the dark, not knowing why? You have no idea how much it hurts..
And please, dont misunderstand on wed.. He's just my friend, and I still love you. But I guess, you dont care right? You never even pretend that I do not exist.. I need to stop.. I dont exist in your life anymore, not to say heart..
Basically this whole week never go band, LOL. Monday went to for piano and change the time. Sunday sia, sianz.. ): Tuesday got Amaths, got my paper back. Knew I will fail~ :D Wed, stayed back to study. Actually, is he teached me. But I forgot. >[]< Thursday, sianz. Amaths.. Till now, haven practice any song yet..
Next week, I will try. I really do. I will pretend that I don know you or even see you. So that you wont feel uncomfortable. So, Im sorry for the whole time.
Ciaoo..
Taylor Daniel Lautner... BS.
Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves. PS. Thanks for teaching me for one hour plus for only one chapter. But I forgot all. LOL. Thanks, B.
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