Friday, July 2, 2010, 17:42
Imma pathetic fool..
Since Monday to Friday, I keep sawing you. Whywhy? I cant believe I actually quite happy to see you, but I know Im not. It hurts, you know? When I saw something.. Im jealous, and I really want to concentrate on something, but I cant. I cant help but to see you from faraway, even though you didnt know. Its like you hate me, is that true?
I know I shouldnt think like this, but I really cant help it. My friend made me smile, but it only for awhile.. But you, you can make me whole again. I really need to get over you, Im trying, it been only 1 month, almost 2 month. My previous stead, I took 4 months to get over, and now, I back to square one. Youre different, its reality, while Algene and Julius is only at audi..
I had alo of memories about you, time just cant erase the pain. Im stressed, but I cant talk to anyone. Im still keeping the promise, and you never even kept it. Im sucha pathetic fool...
This week had been quite fun, except for that. Muscle ache at my thigh, one swollen blue black, made by Kenny Yap -_- .. Pain sia. Thinking of cutting my hair real short, on sunday. Should I cut? I wanna cut, just like to cut away all the pain. Im being supersitious. Im sick of long hair already. Its time I make a change. Tomorrow going to Bugis~ HAHA. But in the morning still must go for Amaths. Sigh. Wed, maybe watching Despicable me at Jurong Point and hope Saturday can watch my Eclipse!! Taylor, you know I love you too! xoxo.
OHOH!! Talking about Taylor, my school got one caucasian teacher. Just come only, but never teach my class!! ): His name is Taylor too~ I sure will greet him de!! HAAHA. All my friends know Im so crazy about him~~
Paid for my contacts, Trisna too~ Make a new friend, Edwina~ HAHAA. (: Later in the night have tuition, bringing my Amaths homework and do. Sianz, got test on tuesday.. SHYT SHYT SHYT. I haven practice any songs yet. Die le, last week, whole week never practice at all, REGRET!
Went for band today, quite fun as only a little people as the sec 2 went for SYF preview~
Ciaoo..
Taylor Daniel Lautner... BS.
When you truly love someone the sounds of his voice is like soft music to your ears - and you would love to listen over and over again and again.
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